Crying...

How does one actually cry?
Must it only be only when something sad happens?
Or must it be only when a breakdown happens?
Or must it be when you are happy for someone else?

I never liked crying though I learned a long time ago that its good to let out but dang, being emo has its uses.
You don't wanna see anyone.
You don't wanna talk to anyone.

What's the point in the things we do?
What's the point of letting out?
Just to feel better only?
Or is there really something that happens within our hearts and soul when we do?

Is being emotional a good thing?
Or should we be emotionless?
Anyway, crying just for the sake of feeling better is not enough anymore.
There better be a better reason for what I do and go through or else I rather not do what I do.

No one likes to influence people to the wrong decision.
No one likes to hurt others.
No one likes to make mistakes.
No one likes to take the blame.
No one likes to learn the hard way.
No one likes to tear when a sad situation happens.
No one likes to feel unhappy.
No one likes to be angry.
No one likes to be stressed.
No one likes to be depressed.
No one likes to swear left right up down.

All of life's things we go through, all we can do is at the very least, is let it out.
Let's hope it doesn't lead to something drastic which hurts more rather than helps.

Dear Lord, You're all I have left.  Even having best friends on earth sometimes just don't cut it.
Where can I lean on?  Who can I cry out to?  How can I overcome?
Where are the answers?  Why can't I go on?
This next few days will definitely be a litmus test for me.
Let's see how it goes......