Dang...

I would have to admit, I wouldn't call my life exciting but at least it's progressing in some status quo type.

I hate it.

I don't like staying the same.
I prefer a good/positive type of progress/growth but when it gets stagnant, it sucks.

Interesting when you encourage others, you also learn some but there's this unquenchable desire to want to know Him more, to feel Him more, to experience Him more, to hug Him more, to love Him more.

Yet, it feels like I still fall short of a breakthrough and things stay the same. Interesting when someone tells you to break out of a circle when you already am trying to yet struggle to. Maybe there needs to be a drastic change? Then again, can I take such a change?

Dear Lord, just use me for who I am. Whether I'm imperfect or not, just use me as I am. Show me what I need to do for a breakthrough. Yeah I know the struggles will come but if it gets me to a better place and reason of your whole grand purpose, so be it. In Your name I pray, Amen.